Happy Days

Today was a pretty fabulous day. Just overall everything went okay. It was pretty nice. I skipped one of my classes cause I just didn't feel like going, the other ones went pretty well and I got a good math test grade and it was just... nice. And then after school, I met with my friend Mandy and we had just a wonderful afternoon!

We went for Pad Thai and into a couple fun stores around downtown, and walked around the lake... just being gossipy and talking and it was just so nice. I love feeling like I have friends... haha. We went all around the mall [cause we're cool] and bought SO MANY THINGS. I tried to find a good bra and it didn't work out... but we bought so much sassy underwear and I bought some really cute clothes, and we went to Plato's Closet and it was just wonderful! I've become somewhat of a shoppaholic lately... but it's been making me feel so much better about myself... I mean.. I know that sounds so incredibly selfish and rude and self absorbed and so many other things... but it's just part of me trying to focus on myself for a bit- instead of trying to make everything in my life about other people. All these clothes make me feel good about myself, and happy. So that's what I'm doing.

Me and Mandy just watched The Ring, and are watching an episode of Friends now to counterbalance how freaked out we are. I'm so tired though haha.


What I need to say to someone: What am I to you? Am I just another friend? Like just any of them? Or am I still your best friend? Because I used to be someone special to you... and now I don't really feel like I am anymore. I just wanna know. I miss what we had...

Need sleep. Wearing a cute outfit tomorrow =] excited! Have to call Sylvia tomorrow, drop off all the props at the playhouse, call the vet, actually REMEMBER I have a night class... I feel like there was more, but I don't remember...

Still wish I could meet someone.