Meeting

The show went absolutely beautifully! I am seriously so proud of every single one of them. They are all so adorable and the show just went so well and I just... BAH. Soooo good. And I got to have my face painted with all of them and I love it and yay =]

I meet my grandpa for the first time tomorrow. After thinking he was dead for the last 19 years of my life... this is going to be really strange. I'm excited, but I'm nervous, and I just really want him to like me... I just grew up so much with just my moms side that sometimes I don't even realize I have other aunts and stuff. Like my friend Celina is dating my cousin Julian, who I literally have seen maybe 3 times my entire life, even though he lives in Olympia, and I complimented her necklace the other day to the response "oh thanks! Your aunt made it" which just struck me because again... I'm sure she's an absolutely wonderful woman, but I don't think I'd consider her an aunt... it's just strange. And the lunch tomorrow is going to be my grandpa Denis, and my dads two sisters Jenine and Enid. Enid who was also a mystery until about a year ago when she added me on facebook. She came to my grad party and it was the first time I had ever met her. I feel like I might cry tomorrow, but I don't know... I just really hope they like me...


In other news, I took my friend Marisa to Lovers Package today hahahaha cause she told me if I could find a glow in the dark condom she would have to use it. Pahaha I succeeded. And then we spent 30 minutes just walking around and being immature tards with all the stuff. It was great to just spend time with her, even if it was silly. Then Sierra cancelled on me. Which sucked... but it happens. I was just really looking forward to it, because I can have good, serious talks with her that I can't really have with many other people. I really admire her maturity... so it was disappointing. But she promised a reschedule, so that's good at least.

Ivy is sleeping on my chest and making it really hard for me to see the screen. My baby is ADORABLE, but a tad bit insane. Also her ear keeps twitching as I breath on it and that truly can't be comfortable. But she's all pressed up against my cheek and so soft <3 yes.

I suppose I should sleep. Tomorrow is going to be so insane. Tap, lunch, adventures with Nick, then the show [which will be draining cause it's strike and I will most likely cry]

I really wish this boy wasn't mormon. Because he is proving to be an insanely sweet, wonderful guy who is genuinely seeming into me. I just really don't think it could work out having such insanely different morals... hell. I helped my friend pick out condoms today. It just sucks, but hey! Guy friends still rock... right?